5.19.2012

what could be more happier

before, I was happy and contended....


and then this came along....


Nothing can be more worth the wait than fulfilling a dream... It takes days, months, years or even ones whole life to fill it, but whats important is the rare happiness it'll bring in the end. the contentment that some ppl are deprived to feel.

ALot of ppl asked me, " do you really wanna pursue medicine?", "another years of studying, are you sure about that?". Just pondered it now, I will not waste another 4 to 5 years of my life to something I am not sure about. It's an old dream of mine, when I was kid, I was fascinated ertime I see doctors wearing those white gowns with stet as their necklace. I even imitated them alot of times... forgotten that dream for quite a long time, I thought that I can be contended with me being a nurse (not that I'm belittling the profession, Its just that nursing profession is not for me, I can't imagined myself working in the hospital, taking doctor's orders. I have high respect to nurses, it's not just my game), But my old dream has come along way to knocked on my doors and me, don't have the heart to shooo it away. so here I am, an incoming freshman med student this coming June. 

I may have chose the rough road now, but its gonna be all worth it. worth it. This is my dream, an old dream. All we want in this mortal land as mortal ppl is to be happy, fulfilling ones dream is finding way.. or making way..at least to happiness.  


Fulfilling an old dream is my game. wish me luck.

my perfect fan

[late post]


When I was a kid, my bruised and cuts were healed by my momma's kiss and touch. 



Nothing can beat a mommas love. 

I mayb hate you for some reason I'll not tell, but I love you beyond it all. I'm one of the few to be given such a supermom like you...

Momma, continue to be strong 'cos in you I get my strength. Again, and I'll always say and will never get tired of saying... Love you mom. You da woman. mwuaggz 

5.04.2012

kids get all the fun


This song is just a perfect soundtrack alongside reminiscing teh younger days, the good ol' days. For the past four days I've been torturing myself missing those days.

I'm close to shedding my tears the first time I heard this..well, If I'm not just in the OFC and no ones watching me, I would literally go with the emotion of the song and cry. Much overrated  as it sounded, but it is just so emotional, the wordings of the song really hit home.