Self notes (7)

There is no harm by trying. Remember that.

Medicine (1)

Deep inside I know that I really wanna be a Doctor. I will not shed tears into something I hate from the very start. The sailing will be not as smooth as sailing into calm waters. but in the end, I know. I just know, it'll be all worth it. 

thoughts (1)

I heard from someone years back, that "signs" aren't come from God and therefore people should not be asking "signs". But, what if it's the only hope you can guarantee yourself whether the thing you're heading to is the right path?

I asked for signs, not specific, just random ones before I continue this journey. But, in the middle of it, things change continually, and  don't know whether the answers given to me before are still applicable at the moment.

God help me.
I am in deep trouble.

xx

Self notes (6)

“Your heart just breaks, that's all. But you can't judge or point fingers." - A.H

Retail therapy (1)

self notes (5)

when worst comes to worst, you can not depend on anyone but yourself.

He is

While I am in the middle of giving up-and-holding on scenario in my mind, this phrase suddenly appears in my facebook page, "God made you as a person of excellence. He is calling you to a higher standard so He can take you places you’ve never dreamed of".

Oh, the irony of life. It is hard to hold on when you feel like giving up and it is hard to give it up when you still want to hold on.

God help me.
xx.

source: Joel Osteen ministries FB