waddup

Too busy for words, NMAT exam are in four days time. Reviewers still stack on the rack without any hint that it was already read (y'know- uncrampled pages, no highlights present- simply, clean and neat). And guess what, I'm going to be a zombie for tonight so I can finish my online review materials. yess, its in plural form. MEH. how can I finish all this stuff and whatnot. temme' temme' temme' now 'cos Iem' dying to know.


And I thought I'd share to you waddup with me tonight (sssshhhhh....don't get scared, It won't bite but it can kill'ya in no time) It might be overrated but just a lil' bit, but literally speaking, yes it really can. what more if I already started medicine? brutal. way too much.

On a lighter note, my guardian angel keep me company tonight and shaggy buddy sings in my head. I'm quite relaxes by the 'jukebox'.

this weekend

Two things I've been psyched about to happen this weekend. mmm, actually three. The two were actually kind of good, well, the one is not really good. safe tosaay, it's 50% good and 50% bad and the other one is taking the helloutofme, totally badddddddd. YOSH

the goodygoodgood thing, Firing!

I am not a fun of guns and I got irritated with the awful bang sounds, but its a whole new experience for me and I am so excited

ready B(eckham)?

The news alone that he's coming was way beyond a good thing. But,  what makes it not so good is that I can not able to watch it. so bad. really badddddd. Iem' not good at though-stopping technQ, but for this Iem' really trying my best not to think about it (but guess i'm not succeeding).

THIS is what Iem' dreading myself about fot the last two months

The NMAT exam

If you have read my previous blogs, you'll know that I've decided to take up medicine next year and not continue the cop thing

and the exam is one of the rqmnts
This is not a pass or fail exam, but I need to get a high percentage of atleast 65% to qualify for the school I am applying for. hmmm. dreadful

how i hoped it to be done

[photo source: google images]

All are but a new experiences for me. It makes me exzited but at the same time dreadful but I think its natural to feel that way. It's the 'first-time' experiences typical feeling. 

I can't wait for it to be done. The good, not-so-good, and not very good. I wanna free my mind atleast this yuletide season from the weight that it pulls me down, down, down there. I can't help myself not to binge just to have a piece of mind for a sec. OMIGOSHHHHH THISIZ WUTT!!??? anxiety. killing me.

blebbabble

methink Iem' a jinxed. zits found home in my face! this hormone thing.... DUP

feather love

considering this to be my next header

also this

and this
but too dull methink

THIS too

envy

glam-rocks

photo source: weheartit

Though I'd share some of my peacock feather pegs. They're too lovely for words. 

an open letter to whoever owned the photos above captioned, "i want this to be my next header" and the like: 

Iem' asking for your permission to use the photo. Any violent reactions or wishes for the removal, I'll be willingly do it just say so. 

many thanks.

lovelotsz,

krysteen

??? / !!!

1.How are you? FINE. really.

2.Post a picture of yourself.

3.Do you ever wish you were someone else? sometimes. yes. 

4.What is your entire name? Krysteen Yvonne Arceo Javier

5.How old are you? 21

6.Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality: scorpio fits me well

7.What did you do on your last birthday? shopped!

8.What is one thing you would like to accomplish before your next birthday? to be thin!:)~

9.What is your hair color? brown

10.Have you ever dyed your hair? like many times

11.What is your eye color? brown

12.If you could change your eye color, would you? def. BLUE!

13.Do you wear contacts/glasses? no

14.Your opinion about your body and how confortable you are with it: curvy and a bit uncomfy

15.Have you ever considered plastic surgery? What would you alter about your body? nose?

16.Say 8 facts about your body: monthly cravings never fails to hit me, drinking water is more of a hobby than a need, hardly loose-easily gain, my belly!nvrmind, i have a sweetooth, left foot, my voice is kind of out-of-tune, im beautiful. any arguments? loljk

17.Do you have any tattoos? none

18.Do you have any piercings? yes

19.Left or right handed? right

20.Do you drink? who doesnt

21.Do you smoke? no

22.Do you have any pets? yes. but just today when mom pushed him out of the house. imissyou Banopol!

23.Do you have any “rules” about food? ilove foods! no argument needed.

24.What talent do you wish you’d been born with? i wish i have the talent of a bird. i wanna flyyyyy

25.Are you a bad person? in some point

26.Are you nice to everyone? not really, being nice to everyone is being plastic to y'self. just saying

27.Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you? maybe.

28.Share 2 habits: drink water upon waking-up/ drink water when going to bed

29.What is your ideal career? the one that could be labeled a s"rich&famous"

30.Is your life anything like it was two years ago? all has changed

31.Do you replay things that have happened in your head? like most of the time?

32.Say 10 facts about your room: you wouldn't wanna know! HAA!

33.Do you have any phobias? rats, darks

34.Ever broken any bones? yes. left ankle

35.Share something about yourself others might think is weird: mixing unmatched foods

36.Do you have a facebook? If so, would you add the person who sent you this? I COPIED THIS. HAHA

37. quote you try to live by: nothing comes easy, you've got to sweat

38.What’s your favorite band/singer? BSB

39.Dogs or cats? dogs

40.What are the top five places you wish you could go before you die? paris, japan, china, Caribbean, UK

41.What are four things you can’t live without and why? lipgloss/sunblock (its a must to be well moisturized) mirror (being presentable is a day-to-day struggle) phone (to always keep in touch)

42.Are you more like your mom or your dad? I kind of inherited both their genes

43.Do you have any siblings? yes

44.Are you going out of town soon? hopefully. soon :)

45.Would you ever smile at a stranger? no

46.Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? sister 

47.Who is your most loyal friend? buddies and butty and brain

48.Have you ever felt replaced? couple'f times

49.Do you ever want to get married? YES

50.Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? in 7years time

51.Do you get jealous easily? easily!

52.Do you like to dance? yes

53.What was the first concert/show you attended? steve kuban?

54.You’re in a tattoo parlor about to get inked. What are you getting done? krysteen

55.You’re given $10,000…under one condition: you cannot keep the money for yourself. Who would you give it to? family, friends, charities

56.What is the first curse word that comes to mind? sh*t

57.Are you a procrastinator or do you get things done early? both  

58.Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? many things

59.Do you hate anyone? yes

60.Are you good at hiding your feelings? ithinkso, but no

61.Do you care if people talk badly about you? yes and no. 

62.One thing you’re excited for: phone!!!!!!

63.Who is your celebrity crush? many!

source: tumblr

can't keep you out of my head(er)

photosource: weheartit

Iem' thinking of changing my header for the n time. HAHA. my bipolor personality attacking me again. And, it should have a peacock. If you've read my previous blogs you'll know how obsessed I am with peacock feathers and stuff.

omigooossh

Just this year, I've discovered my fancy for football. Iem' secretly smitten Stephan Schrock (now not a secret)and well who doesn't, David Beckham. Oh how Iem' dying myself to see him up-close for real.


I got psyched upon hearing the news that David B. will be coming to the Philippines for some exhibition game with the Philippine Azkals on December 03, 2011 at Rizal Stadium. how lucky can they get? I wanna watch, but the ticket is quite expensive just to what I expected but it's reasonable though. Hello, it's Beckham. the nummy Beck-HAM!!! LOLJK

omgoodness B

[photo source: weheartit]

click DAVID BECKHAM IN THE PHILIPPINES for more details.

lovelotsz,

    xxkrysteen

moderate anxiety

To be a doctor was my childhood dream. A dream that never come to mind I would pursue. All that was happened, happening and will happen: NMAT review, NMAT exam, not pursuing the copjob thing, bummerments are, but a product of my snap decision, realization and whatnot. 

photo source: weheartit

I clearly remember, when I was still in my sophomore year that Iem' all excited to graduate and work abroad. A typical mindset of a nursing student. But, as time goes by, as I didn't notice that Iem' starting to enjoy my college life that I wished it would last longer than four-years.

Mixed emotions I feel when the school President handed me my diploma. Happy 'cos the sufferings intended for a student already has its booming fruits, but not to mention the upcoming review for the nursing licensure exam. much more suffering is needed. And, Sad 'cos firstly, I'll be separated with my friends and classmates with whom I spent my everyday with for the last four-years of my college life, secondly, IDK what life awaits me as I enter the more mature part of life. I realized that, Life is not all play. 

five months and counting, as I graduated from college. still no work. How Iem' dreading myself to have work before, and now, when all the opportunities are around, I get stuck and feel lost. 

fast forward,

two years of my life in a bummer mode is such a waste of time. I mean, too many things should've been done in that span of time. But then, in some of my bed epiphanies, where certain life decisions and whatnot happened, that I think its not a waste at all. 'cos during those times that I discovered more of a positive side of myself that I believe wouldn't be possible if I study medicine right after I jumped out of college. yes, its too much realization and sometimes it still overwhelms me. 

Iem' fully decided to pursue medicine next year that is why I'm dying myself to understand mathematics/chemistry/physics and other sciences needed for the exam which is very very hard since I took those up six years ago. MEH.

I know myself, I never been this dedicated, panic and sure all my life except the NLE review days, its too different, its a life changing experienced. That's all my positivity gained back and refresh. where work and play and pray all balanced. It been my basic foundation for the upcoming difficulties I may encounter.

About the exams, 

University of the East Medschool topping my list which is why Iem' aiming for atleast 65% total average score on NMAT. seconded by San Beda medschool.  IDK if I can make it but God willing it will.

hearttalk,

Iem' considering San Beda Med school because of the lesser adjustment I'll make since I studied my pre-med in the institution. UE had me for a practical reason that it is at top 3 medical school in the Philippines. Iem' kind of confused. HHAAALLLLPPPPP!

unlucky

Starbucks is turning into a living Santa Claus. Firstly, my mom, now, my cousin got a free latte from S'bucks, in less than a month time from moms. what about me? nvrmind. haha. Iem' prettyhappy with water hydrating my cells. bitter. LOLJK


just thought I'd share,

This is what I do most in my free time. write or stuff. Iem' just taking my 30-min break from studying but I never noticed the time that (or, I just play pretend not to notice 'cos stating the obvious, Iem' in front of my laptop and the time is just at the upper right corner of the screen which I can resort to everytime. HAA) it turned out to be a 2-hrsz break.MEH. How ironic that time slows down when you're bored and fasten when you're enjoying. kbye! it's time to feed my brain, teh' zombabies will gonna' eat em' up a bit.

somebody

[by: Dianne Yvernee A. Tayona]


Somebody who I love secretly
Somebody I admire deeply
Somebody I care for a lot
And, Somebody with a loving touch


Hope this somebody knew me
Hope he also cares for me
Dreamin' of this somebody to love me
but I know he has another somebody


How could I let this somebody know
this feeling that I cannot show
How can I make him realize
this feeling I'm keeping inside


Dreaming of the moment with my somebody
but for him I am just a nobody
knowing the fact that He doesn't like me
still, he'll always be my special somebody


I have been inlove with this poem the first time I read it. It was made by my cousin (Dianne)for her pupplylove and Iem' somewhat can relate myself to it. HAHA. bring back highschool kilig days. 

Alex by Christian

OMIGOOSH. I definitely want this!!! It's weird, it's furry and I love it. Just in time for the breaking dawn movie. It may do though its patterned from bear-feet??? More look like from wild-dogs. HEE #goteamjacob. But in reality I go for Edward!:)

[photos: google images]

pretty princess

Here is the video of the announcement of the 7 unofficial list of new natural wonders of the world. Will be confirmed early of 2012.





Still, I couldn't hide my excitement. I know, PPC will make it to the new 7 natural wonders of the world official list. I've witnessed the beauty of Puerto Princesa's subterranean river thrice, and still ended up myself amazed when just merely looking at the pictures thru intraweb. How those stones are form, blahblahblah.  I couldn't get anymore proud of my hometown even it's not yet confirmed. Making it on a probationary list was already an achievement.


Though I'd share to you my Underground river experienced,


My first visit was 1999, when Underground river was just hit by a storm. The corals were scattered to pieces at the seashore and most shells died and washed on the shore. But, the Beauty still shines.


second, was in 2001. The river recovered from its traumatizing past. no more dead corals and shells. The water is all blue and clear. and,


third, 2009.

underground's port

taken during my last visit on the river (2009) with family

boat

you'll be welcome with a signboard

and, you'll be accompanied by a.... Monkey!:) and bayawaks.

lots of monkey and bayawak, actually.

piece of advice, never let your food be off guard or you will go home with an empty stomach

read the sign?

the mouth

OOW to the inside

"SHARON STONE"

this was the only clear photo I can post, the rest were all blurred. saree

boat parking

Do visit our own nature's wealth. You'll never regret. 

Bus fare: 200 (2009) from san jose-new market 

travel hours: 3hours

boat: 1,750 (2009)

boat tour: approximately 45 mins (FYI: you can't go on the full 8kilometer river ride unless you're a professional diver) 

*They do honor student discounts. So, bring your ID's. HA

yes

Should you apply to medical school? Is a career as a doctor for you? Sure there are lots of pluses to being a doctor, first and foremost the prestige - you get to be called "Doctor" and everyone knows that you're the best of the best because not only did you get into medical school, but you finished. But there it takes more to succeed in medical school than simply a desire to be called "Doctor." Is medical school and a career in medicine for you?

• Are you prepared to consistently keep long hours?

• Can you manage high levels of stress over a long period? Exam-related stress? Saving-live-related stress?

• Are you prepared to deal with the potential for malpractice suits? Do you know how much malpractice insurance costs and who will be responsible for it when you are a practicing physician?

• Do you have the motivation to remain dedicated over years of education and training?

• Can you afford tuition? Living expenses? Note that education debt will likely run well over $100,000 and often to $200,000 for medical school alone, not including any debt related to obtaining an undergraduate degree.

• Are you prepared to sacrifice the time, sleep, and social life needed to succeed?

• Do you love science?

• Are you squeamish?

• Can you afford the time? You likely will not graduate medical school until 26-27 years of age, assuming that you enter straight out of college. Then you will enter three years of internship and residency. After residency, some doctors focus on a particular specialty. Plan on continuing your training well into your 30s.

Know what you're getting into. Medical school (and residency) isn't like Grey's Anatomy. You will work hard - lots of studying, long hours, and often it will not be fun. A career as a doctor can be exhausting, stressful, and yet amazingly rewarding. If you have a strong desire to learn medical science, as well as to help, as well as academic, social, and organizational skills, a career in medicine might be for you. 

(source: is medical school for you?)

...

The prestige to be called a Doctor was one of my many reasons why I wanted to pursue Medicine. During one of my bed epiphanies, Iem' imagining myself as a full pledge Doctor, giving my service to those in need, stressing myself over them. In exchange to the exhausting day-to-day scenario is the euphoric feeling it gives you when you hear the word Dra. attached before your name.


But, as I dig deeper thru my feelings, the wow factor of being called a "Doctor" is just a part of a reward for being patience with the patients for giving one's most time to give and meet their needs. 


Yes, the career I've chosen to enter was exhausting and stressful. But, yes, it is also amazingly rewarding. This day and age I surely say, Being a Doctor is a childhood dream that I wanna fulfill. Not just because of the prestigious name attached to the package but the passion burning inside to help others. Iem' willing to treat patients (really needy) without expecting in return, thats how passionate Iem'. 


Currently, Iem' dreading myself whether which school I am going to spend the next 4 or 5 years of my life. I am thinking of UE 'cos its my dream school plus they have own hospital. Iem' also considering Beda 'cos of lesser adjustments I'm going to make since I studied my pre-med in the same institution. myyyyyyyy

told you so

As I stepped inside F21s, I knew I will never leave empty handed. madness. 


It's not our real purpose (Iem' wit' friend) of going in Mega, But, I can't pretend I didn't see the striking yellow plastic bags carried by other shoppers walking in both sides of malls pathway just like that. soo tempting.

This one I scored from a local thrift store
the silver bling were skulls

I like them so much to ignore just like that. UCH :))

I didn't go where the clothes and other stuffs hanged 'cos I know where'll it ends. =)~

FOREVER 21 PH: 30% off in all regular price items until sunday I think.

cruel

This is what's up on my birthday. What could it be more cruel than that? OMIGOOSSHHHH. I still have 20 pages to scrutinize. CAN YOU JUST IMAGINEEEEE? and speed reading isn't the option. MEHMEHMEH. #Iem'complaining :))

UCH.

The masochist in me coming to life. LOLJK. But, srzly, If you're under love, there's nothing more painful than a broken heart. But, on a lighter note, it's also nothing compare to the euphoria it brings. 

"A man can kill and still be the sweetest love", My favorite line from the song. It said it all. ;)

My momma never told me anything about love lessons. She just told me to be tough enough and to be prepare for the rough challenges that comes along with my journey. To be ready with life alone which subordinates love. Momma' knows best, I must say. 

trick or trEAT

receipt courtesy of moms

A free latte' from Starbucks. Iem' a happy girl. :) 


It was randomly picked. If you're lucky enough, you can score too. ;) keep drinking S'bucks. ♥


And, speaking of Starbucks, Iem' confused whether I'll collect the starbucks stickers again in exchange for a planner ( 23 stickers = (1) 2012 planner) or I'll just buy the moleskin one. 'Cos I got traumatized from what happened last year, I was 2 stickers away from getting my most-awaited planner when my wallet was snatched (where I hide my SS collection). cruel fate.