rascal damsel: February 2012

2.23.2012

crazy crazy lil' thing

This is pure rambling. Don't tell me I didn't warned y'll.

I lost count the number of times I wish to fin'lly meet the 'man of my dreams'. Wish there, Wish here, until came to a point that I've been tired of all the pointless wishing that I told myself to wake-up from a dream I've been living for so long and face reality that fairytales, sometimes, takes a lot of PATIENCE and TIME to come true and not just ' two unattached people met in the forest' and then BOOM! voila scenario like what brothers' Grimm once told.

Iem' a 'no-boyfriend-since-birth' lady (err. should I count him in? maybe, NO). Okay, I've been once in a relationship but I don't think I shoud include it ( I will not tell you the reason why), we've been together for a year but it's just not enough to count him in. HAHA. no bitterness. just to be clear. pure statement only :P

For the past years (yes, years), I never failed to follow-up Papa God about my love-life. I think even Cupid stops being stupid and have been irritated with my braggin'. But what can I do? Typical drama of another hopeless romantic. I guesso.

2012, a year of enlightenment for me. Iem' in slowly letting go --what is IDEAL and start facing what is REAL-- state and sometimes, I let things flow on its natural current to see what life can offer me if I loosen my grip in some situations like, yes, LOVELIFE. ♥

I am not worrying, and definitely not hurrying Cupid whose, I know, still in search of my the one. I'lllet the coming times surprise me, I love it more that way than to be waiting in vain.

What else? basta, if Love knocks, my door is always open. Dumating siya kung dumating. I will not force myself to like someone I don't like just for the sake of that crazything. It's quite ironic, you say?

#walalungs. I just wanna have s'thing to blog 'cos its been EONS the last time i made an update. I miss my blog so muchooo.

-XO

2.21.2012

guilty

Usher sings in my head, u got, u got it bad, if you miss a day without your friend, your whole life's off track. Exactly where I've been three years ago. Just now that I've been able to reflect from the song.

no bitterness and whatnot, just thought I'd share :P

2.17.2012

Make-up

I know its been EONS the last time I updated you. But forgive me , for being so busy this past few weeks that I didn't have time to even have a glimpse of you.

I've got my very first job. Its not that the job is toxicating, its just that my body is still adjusting from the changes in my daily routine--which is well, a lazydaisy--into something more complex.

I'll make it up to you in the soonest possible time and when things fall into place.

Love, jak.

2.04.2012

CHEERS! to a POSTEROUS year ahead

another year. another home. hello, Posterous.

Still on the verge of figuring out how this works though. HAA!

2.03.2012

when it's time to go home, you'll know

[late post]

december 23, 2011

photo credit from google images

There's really no place like Puerto Princesa. Not that I'm telling you this because Iem' from the place, but the reality has proven the fact.

Fresh air, white beaches, clear sand and whatnot: what more to ask for? I consider myself lucky to be born in such a wonderful place. Not everyone was given the privilege not to worry about the flash-floods and other natural calamities that may come. We are "flash-flood and other natural calamities" free town. HAA!

"Come back, come back" syndrome is what commonly experienced by the people that has gone to Puerto Princesa. 'Cos once you came, you will definitely come back.

I will not say more about PPC. It's not a good choice for me to advertised it. :P

I love puerto princesa. On second thought, WHO DOESN'T? :)

Yo' motha puckers

...one thing I can never go without (set aside the basic necessities), it would be my magic-wands.

When I was kid, Iem' always amused seeing the grown-ups put make-up on their face. I lost count the number of times I try to imitate them using my mom's -and lola's- make-ups ( I used to sneak in their make-up kits alot like a lot lot before to play with )HEE!. And, well, I will not deny the fact that after I used it, it looks like it just got hit by a super-typhoon. SO MESSED UP. LOLOLOLOL

I remember my mom buying me make-ups made from friendly plastics just so I can continue my obsession without harming my-then smooth skin. HA! But It bores me I ended up sneakin' again their Mkits 'til such time that they not hide it from me anymore. LOL

I used to be inlove with eyeshadows. Neon-bright eyeshadows. Imagine my horror when I see my own reflection in the mirror with too much eyeshadows on. HAA! OH, CHILDHOOD!

growing up. I adore women with barely-there make-up. So, my love for bright-colored eyeshadows slowly faded and replaced by lip stick/gloss/balm-obsession. It easily get on my nerves whenever I feel my lips tightened 'cos of dryness.

Lip Wares are my instant upper when I feel all ghetto. They had just this magical sensation on me that transformed me into a good mood again. It's like a magic wand that can make me revamp into.... something. VOILA!

ENOUGH with my exaggeration. HAA! Below are the "magic-wands" I tried (as far as I can recall) and Iem' psyched to try. Thought I'd share....

Tried:

the strawberry is my favorite. The Pomegranate's color is what I can't resist.

(1) strawberry & (2) chocolate: my favorite is the chocolate. I used to licked it, back childhood. HAA!

I LOVE THIS. it just cause me allergy after a month of using. i don't know why. I still buy one once in a while. I just stop errtime the moment I felt the skin surrounding my lips started to itch. STUBBORN.