srzly, thissz serious

I need to work on my blog header at the soonest possible time. This is a very nonsense entry, I tell you. see? CIAO!

crazy crazy lil' thing

This is pure rambling. Don't tell me I didn't warned y'll.

I lost count the number of times I wish to fin'lly meet the 'man of my dreams'. Wish there, Wish here, until came to a point that I've been tired of all the pointless wishing that I told myself to wake-up from a dream I've been living for so long and face reality that fairytales, sometimes, takes a lot of PATIENCE and TIME to come true and not just ' two unattached people met in the forest' and then BOOM! voila scenario like what brothers' Grimm once told.

Iem' a 'no-boyfriend-since-birth' lady (err. should I count him in? maybe, NO). Okay, I've been once in a relationship but I don't think I shoud include it ( I will not tell you the reason why), we've been together for a year but it's just not enough to count him in. HAHA. no bitterness. just to be clear. pure statement only :P

For the past years (yes, years), I never failed to follow-up Papa God about my love-life. I think even Cupid stops being stupid and have been irritated with my braggin'. But what can I do? Typical drama of another hopeless romantic. I guesso.

2012, a year of enlightenment for me. Iem' in slowly letting go --what is IDEAL and start facing what is REAL-- state and sometimes, I let things flow on its natural current to see what life can offer me if I loosen my grip in some situations like, yes, LOVELIFE. ♥

I am not worrying, and definitely not hurrying Cupid whose, I know, still in search of my the one. I'lllet the coming times surprise me, I love it more that way than to be waiting in vain.

What else? basta, if Love knocks, my door is always open. Dumating siya kung dumating. I will not force myself to like someone I don't like just for the sake of that crazything. It's quite ironic, you say?

#walalungs. I just wanna have s'thing to blog 'cos its been EONS the last time i made an update. I miss my blog so muchooo.

-XO

Make-up

I know its been EONS the last time I updated you. But forgive me , for being so busy this past few weeks that I didn't have time to even have a glimpse of you.

I've got my very first job. Its not that the job is toxicating, its just that my body is still adjusting from the changes in my daily routine--which is well, a lazydaisy--into something more complex.

I'll make it up to you in the soonest possible time and when things fall into place.

Love, jak.

my "blog"

Dear Blog,


      I am sorry for not updating you for so long. I promise to make it up to you when Iem' all amped-up. There're lot of stories I've been excited to tell you.

love,

krysteen

WOAHW that was nice

I feel like Iem' obliged to say this. uhm. Rob Reiner is just awesome. Morgan Freeman and Jack Nicholson, too. The Bucket list movie left me teary eyed for some sort of reason I cannot well define. One of the best movie made in the decade.

courtesy of weheartit

It inspired me to make my own list, UCH.  to make more out of life. To see the world in its bigger view.  " You only live once, but if you live it right once is enough" as it goes, triggers the eagerness in me to go out of my personal bubble and let myself experience the life it self. adventures, challenges, dramas, fun, failures, success and whatnot.

Quite pressuring though to get the ends meet but nothing is impossible in an optimistic mind person. right? I mean, It's my list, it's my own choices, it's all about me to get it done. 

Above it all, I am nothing but psyched to have my own bucket list and even more excited to do it and have it completed. 2011 maybe my calmest year as I set it to be, but in 2012, I wanna be out there with the storm and rockin' the waves. bring it on. mwuagsz

PS: I'll share it once done (the list).

melancholy

To begin with, the original title would be "what's up NMAT" nothing special. I just want rhyming. But everything turns down and theres is no other way that I can turn it up. get me? sure you do :)


I don't wanna feel like all ghetto but the exam result were quite upsetting that I cannot help myself not to be really upset. Like the song goes, " I did my best, but I guess my best wasn't good enough", I felt ashamed for myself for thinking what I gave was my bestest when in fact I didn't give any much effort on my review.


I will not tell you what did I get 'cos its way too shameful to share via intrawebs. I'd rather keep it unnoticed under my racks. I have prepared myself not to expect so high 'cos I know my limits but I have never prepared myself to get that so low I'll even would've drown myself. just imagine. try try to imagine and put yourself on my shoes, you'll be upset. Assurance guaranteed.


I've been dreading myself for the past two months about this whole THING but I guess all those time I'm not even starting preparing myself for this whole new journey Iem' going to ride into and sometimes it makes me think that Iem' only doing all this to escape from the bitter reality, workstuff speaking. Guess mom was right, as always. 


Avoiding bed epiphanies are much better but at this time when Iem' pressure and about I just cannot ignore it just like that. Sometimes it leads me to some more sensible epiphanies that'll end up to the start of something that sometimes means a good beginning. But, really, insights are much better to come in the morning.  Mch more tolerable that way. 


BTW, to those who are planning to take up NMAT exams:


- it is given every april and december every year.
- filing of application is two months before the test via online. just visit the cem.com or simply google NMAT. Some instructions were given on the site.
- after all the payments were settled, check the what to bring during exam, check your room assignment and school (release two weeks before the day) and what not.


review: 


- I don't go to a review center, I just borrowed a compiled reviewer from a friend who's now in his first year of medicine. Some other says that MSA review materials were way too leveled-up. IDK since I haven't had the chance to scan some MSA nmat reviewers.  
- highschool (chem&physics) books are bible they say too. So, you might want to pull the dusty boxes out under your bed.


the exam:


- bring food (optional) just to save you time and energy. Exam starts at 8am (be there atleast 6am to save you from the hassles- there will be a long line before you can enter your assigned bldg-) and finish at 11am. break is for 1 hr & 30 m before the part two of the exam begins.
- one pencil is enough just bring sharpener though.
- candies, water, gatorade and stuff are permitted. 
- exam will finish at 3:30/ 4:00 pm depends on what time you've started.
- computation are at peak in mathematics (stating the obvious), but nothing much on chemistry and physics. no calculators allowed, FYI.


I know Iem' not the right person to be talkinh this to you well y'know , but I just wanna give the newbie takers some insights about NMAT. Hope it'll help.


Iem' planning to take up again on April 2012, and hopefully in God's willing I'll give it a kick. God bless us all.

lollygagging

How I miss to write about senseless things. But, even though how hard I try to drag myself to hit the keyboard to come-up with something to write I always ended up clicking the red button.


Today, I am sick. And the snot factory is very well productive in my system. The lazybone is growing rapidly in me. And this, this, this HMN thing (guilty as charge) is the one responsible for all the laziness in my head. YOSH. no cravings = no energy. iDunno if my hypothesis were right though.

Bruno Mars sings in my head 'cos Today I don't feel like doing anything I just wanna lay in my bed Don't feel like picking up my phone, so leave a message at the tone 'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything.. I'd love to live with that for now, and I wish everyday without getting tired.

XOXO. ♥

waddup

Too busy for words, NMAT exam are in four days time. Reviewers still stack on the rack without any hint that it was already read (y'know- uncrampled pages, no highlights present- simply, clean and neat). And guess what, I'm going to be a zombie for tonight so I can finish my online review materials. yess, its in plural form. MEH. how can I finish all this stuff and whatnot. temme' temme' temme' now 'cos Iem' dying to know.


And I thought I'd share to you waddup with me tonight (sssshhhhh....don't get scared, It won't bite but it can kill'ya in no time) It might be overrated but just a lil' bit, but literally speaking, yes it really can. what more if I already started medicine? brutal. way too much.

On a lighter note, my guardian angel keep me company tonight and shaggy buddy sings in my head. I'm quite relaxes by the 'jukebox'.

this weekend

Two things I've been psyched about to happen this weekend. mmm, actually three. The two were actually kind of good, well, the one is not really good. safe tosaay, it's 50% good and 50% bad and the other one is taking the helloutofme, totally badddddddd. YOSH

the goodygoodgood thing, Firing!

I am not a fun of guns and I got irritated with the awful bang sounds, but its a whole new experience for me and I am so excited

ready B(eckham)?

The news alone that he's coming was way beyond a good thing. But,  what makes it not so good is that I can not able to watch it. so bad. really badddddd. Iem' not good at though-stopping technQ, but for this Iem' really trying my best not to think about it (but guess i'm not succeeding).

THIS is what Iem' dreading myself about fot the last two months

The NMAT exam

If you have read my previous blogs, you'll know that I've decided to take up medicine next year and not continue the cop thing

and the exam is one of the rqmnts
This is not a pass or fail exam, but I need to get a high percentage of atleast 65% to qualify for the school I am applying for. hmmm. dreadful

how i hoped it to be done

[photo source: google images]

All are but a new experiences for me. It makes me exzited but at the same time dreadful but I think its natural to feel that way. It's the 'first-time' experiences typical feeling. 

I can't wait for it to be done. The good, not-so-good, and not very good. I wanna free my mind atleast this yuletide season from the weight that it pulls me down, down, down there. I can't help myself not to binge just to have a piece of mind for a sec. OMIGOSHHHHH THISIZ WUTT!!??? anxiety. killing me.

blebbabble

methink Iem' a jinxed. zits found home in my face! this hormone thing.... DUP

??? / !!!

1.How are you? FINE. really.

2.Post a picture of yourself.

3.Do you ever wish you were someone else? sometimes. yes. 

4.What is your entire name? Krysteen Yvonne Arceo Javier

5.How old are you? 21

6.Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality: scorpio fits me well

7.What did you do on your last birthday? shopped!

8.What is one thing you would like to accomplish before your next birthday? to be thin!:)~

9.What is your hair color? brown

10.Have you ever dyed your hair? like many times

11.What is your eye color? brown

12.If you could change your eye color, would you? def. BLUE!

13.Do you wear contacts/glasses? no

14.Your opinion about your body and how confortable you are with it: curvy and a bit uncomfy

15.Have you ever considered plastic surgery? What would you alter about your body? nose?

16.Say 8 facts about your body: monthly cravings never fails to hit me, drinking water is more of a hobby than a need, hardly loose-easily gain, my belly!nvrmind, i have a sweetooth, left foot, my voice is kind of out-of-tune, im beautiful. any arguments? loljk

17.Do you have any tattoos? none

18.Do you have any piercings? yes

19.Left or right handed? right

20.Do you drink? who doesnt

21.Do you smoke? no

22.Do you have any pets? yes. but just today when mom pushed him out of the house. imissyou Banopol!

23.Do you have any “rules” about food? ilove foods! no argument needed.

24.What talent do you wish you’d been born with? i wish i have the talent of a bird. i wanna flyyyyy

25.Are you a bad person? in some point

26.Are you nice to everyone? not really, being nice to everyone is being plastic to y'self. just saying

27.Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you? maybe.

28.Share 2 habits: drink water upon waking-up/ drink water when going to bed

29.What is your ideal career? the one that could be labeled a s"rich&famous"

30.Is your life anything like it was two years ago? all has changed

31.Do you replay things that have happened in your head? like most of the time?

32.Say 10 facts about your room: you wouldn't wanna know! HAA!

33.Do you have any phobias? rats, darks

34.Ever broken any bones? yes. left ankle

35.Share something about yourself others might think is weird: mixing unmatched foods

36.Do you have a facebook? If so, would you add the person who sent you this? I COPIED THIS. HAHA

37. quote you try to live by: nothing comes easy, you've got to sweat

38.What’s your favorite band/singer? BSB

39.Dogs or cats? dogs

40.What are the top five places you wish you could go before you die? paris, japan, china, Caribbean, UK

41.What are four things you can’t live without and why? lipgloss/sunblock (its a must to be well moisturized) mirror (being presentable is a day-to-day struggle) phone (to always keep in touch)

42.Are you more like your mom or your dad? I kind of inherited both their genes

43.Do you have any siblings? yes

44.Are you going out of town soon? hopefully. soon :)

45.Would you ever smile at a stranger? no

46.Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? sister 

47.Who is your most loyal friend? buddies and butty and brain

48.Have you ever felt replaced? couple'f times

49.Do you ever want to get married? YES

50.Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? in 7years time

51.Do you get jealous easily? easily!

52.Do you like to dance? yes

53.What was the first concert/show you attended? steve kuban?

54.You’re in a tattoo parlor about to get inked. What are you getting done? krysteen

55.You’re given $10,000…under one condition: you cannot keep the money for yourself. Who would you give it to? family, friends, charities

56.What is the first curse word that comes to mind? sh*t

57.Are you a procrastinator or do you get things done early? both  

58.Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? many things

59.Do you hate anyone? yes

60.Are you good at hiding your feelings? ithinkso, but no

61.Do you care if people talk badly about you? yes and no. 

62.One thing you’re excited for: phone!!!!!!

63.Who is your celebrity crush? many!

source: tumblr

can't keep you out of my head(er)

photosource: weheartit

Iem' thinking of changing my header for the n time. HAHA. my bipolor personality attacking me again. And, it should have a peacock. If you've read my previous blogs you'll know how obsessed I am with peacock feathers and stuff.