falling down the rabbithole

Realization hits, but its too late. When will I learn, when all else fails? I thought I graduated from the feeling I felt over a year ago. But I'm wrong, really wrong.

Some self-reminder

Deep inside I'm hoping,
Deep inside I'm longing,
Deep inside I'm praying,
For a miracle to happen.

I've been through the same journey once,
But given another chance, didn't learn my lesson at once,
Forcing myself to play my best game,
But chose to lie in bed instead.

What could be wrong?
What have been wrong?
For sure I know the answers,
I must put it in mind.

This is my last chance,
I should give it a shot.
Not everyone in the world can pursue their dreams,
Mine is in my hands, I should make it happen.


Frustratedtobeadoctor/iwannabeadoctor,
- Krysteen Javier